INSOMNIA
Insomnia The night is a stubborn thing, stretching itself thin between my ribs, a lingering hush where love once stayed, where echoes of October still press against my skin. I tell myself I have mastered solitude— that I can carve my heart into an empty room, furnish it with silence, and call it peace. But peace does not knock at my door; only the weight of faces I have met, only the ghosts of maybe, almost, and never. She is beautiful, and that is all. Another, I watch, tracing the spaces between her words, measuring the gaps where I might fit. Some live only in my head— soft, imagined warmth against my palms, laughter spilling into the hollow of my nights. And then there are the ones I pray about, names folded into my lips like quiet petitions, as if heaven might drop an answer between my dreams and dawn. Still, sleep does not come easy. Loneliness is a patient thing, tugging at my eyelids, reminding me— not yet, not yet.